Long have I searched
With so many delusions in my mind
Looking for happiness
Yet sorrow is all I would find

You made me slow down
And look at things a new
And what I found shocked me
through and through and through

All along I had it
What I longed for so bad
No longer would I be alone
My sad turned to glad

You told me you love me
And now I know this is true
Faith is what I have now
And it tells me what to do

On the positive we must focus
Every
opportunity we get
And a life of joy awaits us
Just like the day we met

Thank you for being patient
I feel I owe you a lot
Take this gift I offer
My life and tie the knot

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Compassion for others is compassion for yourself.

Give to others what you want others to give you.

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If there is only one (ourself, god, all) then we do negative actions against ourself, we judge ourself, we appologize to ourself and we forgive ourself.

When life is viewed from this perspective it may make it easier to love. If there is only one there is no need to fear rejection since you are the one that chooses to love.

Negative actions against
yourself is a result of your actions since there is only you. You can prevent negative actions against yourself by choosing not to do negative things.

It may take
several generations for things to change in a positive noticeable way. Since it takes so long the best thing to do is start now. Focus on the positive. Life will be better for future generations those of which will be us.

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A tree is judged by it's fruits.

"Beware of false prophets, which come to you in sheep's clothing, but inwardly they are ravening wolves. Ye shall know them by their fruits. Do men gather grapes of thorns, or figs of thistles? Even so every good tree bringeth forth good fruit; but a corrupt tree bringeth forth evil fruit. A good tree cannot bring forth evil fruit, neither can a corrupt tree bring forth good fruit. Every tree that bringeth not forth good fruit is hewn down, and cast into the fire. Wherefore by their fruits ye shall know them." (Matthew 7:15-20 KJV).

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A teaching can be judged by it's fruits?

Find out what the saying by Jesus was.

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Create a thought game on the internet

Have a text box. God is [value here]

Each time a user submits a phrase it says correct and adds it to a list

Would have a page to view phrases from all users


Maybe have multiple steps

Next part have the definition of infinity and ask a user to picture it in their mind

Next, definition of zero and picture it in their mind

State that god is both at the same time and everything in between


Next have meaningless words and ask a user to define them. Words from an alien planet

Point out the users creative ability


Call this site "what is god"

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It's amazing that the contents of an egg can transform into an animal.

It's amazing that a chicken know how to nurse an egg so it hatches. It's a complicated process that the chicken never learned.

It's amazing that a chick knows how to peck it's way out of the egg.

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If you are unsatisfied it is a result of your delusions.

Delusions can only result in disappointment because the source beliefs are false.

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Look for information on how to play the drums.

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Want what you have

You can't want what you have

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Set up blackberry to display my goals every morning

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Goals

Exercise
  Tone body
  Get strong
  Increase energy
  Loose fat
  Better long term health


Improve relationships
Family
Partner
Friends
Co workers


Do better at work
Get things done quicker
Be more accurate
Plan for the future
Make meaningful suggestions
Automate more
Delegate more


New independent projects
Computer tool to help people
Bring people together
Make things better
Facilitate democracy?
Shine a light on the dark
Help people to do good


Continue spiritual journey
Meditate
Participate in religions
Sessions of self discovery
Bring what I have learned to others
Listen to audio programs
Be mindful of the teachings


Improve financial plan/planning


Continue learning


Eat right


Keep a balanced day / a balanced life



Use tools to achieve the goals above
Motivational audio programs
Reminders to focus on the positive
Come up with ideas for each item



Why do these things

Now
Feel positive about the future
Know things are moving in the direction
Less worry since less unknown
I am going to get what I want

Future
Make things easier for me
I will be better able to help others
I will be happier
The people around me will be happier
I will be in a better position to raise a family
I will be healthier
I will be in better control of my life
I will be in a more powerful position

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The soul is that to which we are all connected.

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Dream

In a park area. It is a series of islands and swamp. The entrance to the park is near an industrialized area. I drive in and find a spot to camp. I'm on a small island. There are a few trees. One is a pine tree. Instead of the branches going up they are curved around like arms wrapped around a barrel. At first I think the tree is sick and there is something wrong with it. I'm laying on the grass looking up at the tree. I notice that I can see through the whole and see the sky. I realize the tree is amazing and like a work of art. The closer I look at it I can tell it is like a statue. It is unique and wonderful.

Next part it is night time. I am getting ready to leave. I want to see the tree one more time. I'm near the industrialized area. I walk towards the swamp and look for the island. I can't see it. I picture a map of the area and try to locate it. I have the right area but cannot locate the specific spot. I walk into the swamp hopping to get a better view. In the dark distance I notice a bush being rustled. Then another bush. Its like a wave coming towards me. As I observe I see branches on the bush falling off. I see an animal cutting the branches and I figure out they are beavers gathering branches for their dam. I wonder if I can see the dam but I am not too interested. The bush behind be starts shaking from a beaver. I note it is interesting this all started at the same time. Maybe they were waiting for the dark before they started. I exit the swamp.

The next part it is daytime and fall.  There are pretty colors everywhere. I want to visit the tree again. I scan the horizon looking for it. I cannot find it. I assume it was one of those moments god gives you that you were not meant to repeat.

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The idea that evolution is primarily driven by survival of the fittest is fundamentally incorrect.  Nature favors systems that work in harmony to benefit all participants.

The idea that one species is going to destroy another and thus gain more resources is a joke.  Nature is all about symbiosis.

It's interesting that our culture has chosen to believe in survival of the fittest so completely without evidence of one species evolving into another. What does it say about ourselves when we perpetuate the myth that we need to destroy in order to survive.

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Reminder to do a meditation with slightly faster and deeper breathing.

Look for aboriginal drumming trance music.
Tibetan ritual music
Sufi chanting
New age music with instruments


Look for holotropic

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Original baptism involved holding a person underwater to the point of near drowning in order to induce a non ordinary state on consciousness .

Stanislav Grof - The Transpersonal Vision

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I can stand in fury of hell and be completely safe

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Below are they keys to heaven

Charity

Humility

Suffering
   Suffering for someone else

Modesty

Obedience
  To give up your own free will
  Its choosing to be a slave to

Mercy
  Forgiveness is an attribute of mercy
  Forgiveness is conditional in that it is dependent on remorse.  You demonstrate the remorse through your change of heart.  Repentance is having that change of heart and trying to repair that damage you done.



Bellow getting stuck in reality

Disobedience

Greed

Pride

Comfort

Selfishness




tasks required

Make the change in ourselves
Constant connection with god

People need inspiration

Create a system where everyone works together to build the system


The above was during a conversation with Dominic

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Get the wii controller to work with a pc. Attach 4 controllers to you hand and feet. Make a program to respond to the movement.

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My spelling is bad because it's like I'm looking through a mirror

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Kids are learning while at play

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Flavor nugget

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Ass like butter

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