Today we went to a free house clearing workshop by Amy. After the class Amy said there were spirts around and she would pass messages. At one point she said a woman was around. She had damage to her neck. Amy pointed to her left neck side. Amy says she has dark hair and she is fully grown. Amy says the word sister.

My dad is sad and lonely.

Vida loved to be on a sail boat.

There is a ring. Vida gave it to my dad. It's a man's ring.

I told Lisa about the tomato soup Vida gave me in Slovenia. I said I liked it. Lisa said Vida was laughing and her had great joy.

Vida says God bless my mom and dad.

Vida says me and my dad should go to a hockey game together.

Me and my dad must spend more time together. The longer we are not together the more me and Lisa will be pushed apart.

I must tell my dad that I love him.

All the kids need to show my dad love. Lisa saw Lili. My dad loves the kids.

Roman may already have a slid connection since he worked with my dad.

My dad loves family get togethers with the kids because in his family his parents were not as close. Gatherings were not as frequent.

Image of my father feeding horses. My dad liked horses.

We my dad was 11-14 he felt so loenly he went to be with the horses to be with company.

If I want to talk about this with my father I need to bring photos and I need to be serious. Not joking or goofing.


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Lisa had a dream yesterday. We were on our way to California but she got on the wrong plane. I got on the plane to LA but she got on a plane to Japan. While in Japan she walked around the streets. She then stayed in a hotle. Then again she walked around the streets. She said there was a small window. Smaller than a basement window. She had to squeeze through it. On the other side I was there. A party was going on.

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I had a dream about kathleen quinn.

I'm in something like the school yard. She is sitting. I come over and say a few aquard words. We talk about something meaningless. It is short. She goes back to sitting. As I look at her I wonder if she remembers that we went out once. I go back to talk to her. I ask her if she remembers that we went out. She says she does. I then ask about her brother and if he is still tring to be on the olympics. She talks about him. It starts to rain a bit. Then it starts to rain more. We are going to get wet. I ask her if she would like to go inside or go to my car. She says she would like to sit in the car.

I wake up. I go to the computer and then to Facebook. I looked for kathleen before but she was not there. This time when I search for her, a picture of her comes up. I go to add her to my friends but I get an error message. I decide I will try again later.
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Build a food co-op we site

Many people get together and make a large food purchase together. They share the savings of the bulk buy.

How to get the items to the customer?

Can large purchase be made of shell gas? Then the customer uses a special card to retrieve their portion of the gas?

Maybe user purchases coupons for certain produces. We buy thousands of coupons at once.

Manufacturer vouchers.

Buy millions of dollars worth of gift cards at once. Sell the cards at a price lower than the face value.


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Will I be happy if I choose to love Lisa unconditionally?
No expectations
Commit to being with her?

Are we meant to be together?

Is the purpose to learn how to love someone that is difficult to love?

Have I learned my lesson?

Would things work out better if I chose to love someone else completely?

Why are we still together?

How do I get what I think I need?
Teach and encourage Lisa.
Change my expectations.
Get what I need somewhere else.

How come Lisa has such a hard time accepting instruction and following direction?
This is a fundamental problem to having things get better from my prospective.

Is Lisa happy with the way things are?
How come she says things are my fault and I need to change things to make them work?

How is it that Lisa can go years and years without working and she seems alright with it?
I would be embarrassed and ashamed to take and not give back.

How come Lisa never gets hired after going on a job interview?

Am I responsible for taking care of her?

What is the likelyhood that she will get along fine without me?

Will I be able to find someone else that loves and accepts me?

How will I feel if Lisa finds another partner?

What would happen if I have babies with Lisa?

What are Lisa's goals?
Get married.
Live happly ever after.

What does it mean that Lisa does not share her goals with me or does not have goals.

I have never seen Lisa work towards acomplishing a large goal. Things sort of just happen to her.
She moved to BC.
She got a job in BC.
She moved back here.
Why not dedicate heself to making this relationship work if that is what she wants?

If I say I want her to work why doesn't she get any job or discuss an alternative? What does she think will happen if she says she will get a job but does not.

Is it possible to love Lisa but be with someone else?

What's the point of loving Lisa?
Whatever you want it to be.

I will save money if I am on my own.
Dating will cost money.
I get new experiences.

Do I really want to start over and get to know a stranger?


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The leprecauns can be found under the biggest tree in the forest.
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I had a white rocking horse when I was really little.
Yes, like when I was 3. I don't think I could mount it myself.

I had a black whistle.

One of mali janni's teeth are coming in.

John liked Freetos

Daniel wants to go to Disney World.

Daniel did not like to drink milk.

I am not spending much time with Daniel because of the things I do in my life.

To clarify, I have the intelligence to communicate with aliens. It may not be an alien as we imagine them. It may be a being.

A king uses aliens as a vehicle for communication. The king will send an alien to communicate or collect information.

Daniel is talking to a young girl. He is afraid to invite her home.

ET was one of my favorite movies.

Another favorite movie had to do with ninjas.

I also liked stuff with pirates.

And I liked everything to do with christmas. Candy canes. Snow. Exicxement. Happy.

My spirit guide likes sweets as much as me.
She likes me to leave sweets out for her.

Sphire wears a wreath of flowers around her her. She wants me to wear the flowers on my head. It may increase communication

Search for pictures of angels wearing flower wreaths.

One of my favorite chocolate bars was Kit Kat.

I liked little donuts with white powdered sugar

Find the saying to bring the leperchauns out. From the internet. A chant.

The more the lepricauns think you are interested or have love for them, the more they will show them self.

They will only show them self if there is a rainbow out.

My dad saw some stuff when he was small.

When my mom was a teenager she had a rosary.

When she was living at home she sat at a desk and wrote in a journal. She would get up and ride a bike around the house. Never far away. Then she would cook in the kitchen with my grandma. For the whole afternoon. Making pies.

I liked trains. Model train track.

My mom likes lesagna. Also pickles.

My mom's family had a christmas tradition of a cake. From a wavy mold. White frosting dripped on top. Nuts in it.

Bill played accordion a lot. He was not good so he gave up.

Bill likes to go fishing.

Bill likes anything made with bananas.

Bill always wanted to own a motorcycle. He never got one.

Isabel is making Shepards pie right now.
Isabel really likes cosmetics.

Shawn is going to be doing a media appearance. On the radio or something.
Tanya will finish school and graduate. Then soon after get married. She will have a huge family.

Anci likes music.

My grandma has a bandage on her arm.

All aliens have to do is look at you (into your eyes) and they will know everything about you.

If you are really good to a lepricaun they will give you a piece of jewelry. They will make it from their pot of gold. The jewelry would be really small because they are small. The jewelry would be hidden around the trunk of a tree. If they leave it it may still be hot from when they made. It may be very delicate. It would be a good luck token from them to you. It may have your name or initial on it.

To see a lepercaun you need to invite them.

If you take a picture of them they will not appear.

I had sherbert at a restaurant and I liked it.

My mom made peanut butter and chocolate chip cookies once and I thought they were awesome. She used peanut butter chips and chocolate chips.

I had a stuffed elephant once.

My dad gave me a beer once when I was really young.

Butter tart in a heart shape. Some other filling.

I need to seek the advice of a wizard to get the leprechaun chant.

The leprecauns are anxious to appear because we are talking about them and they like human contact.

Not only are the lepechauns anxoius to appear but so are the gnoms and fairies and other creatures. Gnomes are really old wise men.

Something about flying dragons.

I really liked the short bread cookies my mom made.

Once my mom made a dip of cheddar cheese and spinach.

There was a phase when my mom wore mostly black.
Probably after my grandfathers death

At graduation I had a carnation that was pinned on then got lost.
Probably at confirmation.

I was interested in a red car near where I lived.

Roman had a small lizard.

I wanted a hamster.

I had a gold fish?

Someome had a fake spider.

I liked yo-yos at one point.

In my basement bedroom I had a pair of navy blue slippers I never wore.

I had a flag iin that room.
Yes, a british flag.

I liked rice pudding at one point.

A girl that liked me gave me a ring once.
I don't remember that one clearly.

One time we all went to canadas wonderland and had fun on the log ride.

Once my mom made snow balls.
Yes, I gave her the recepie. Peanut butter and rice krispie balls covered in coconuts.

My mom made ginger bread houses. She would make more than one at a time.

I liked huge gum balls.
Yes, hollow inside. Painted.

Once I went camping with air cadets and I did not like the beans and eggs they served.

At one point I liked just plain peperoni pizza. The pizza could not have any other topping.

I liked pumpkins around halloween.

Once my mom got a flat tire when I was with her.
I think a guy stopped and changed the tire.

I liked the rainbow chocolate chip cookies.

Once I made crafts with my mom with pine cones.

I should make a christmas craft with daniel this year.

I liked chocolate in a bell shape.
Yes, Lint

I really liked/like computer games. I would play all day.

I really like the taste of coffee. But I only drink a half cup. The coffee thing will grow to more. I will really get into it.
If I'm going to try anything related to wizard stuff I need to be carefull. I should not deviate from the instructions. She had a vision where I am halfway throgh a door between dimensions. I cannot get fully through.

My mom wants us to get married or separate. She wants the decision to be made. My dad is indiferent.

My mom liked the pine tree on horner in the winter.

My dad was spanked by his father when he was young.

I was facinated by my dads tools. I wanted to know how each tool worked.

Once I made cut out paper dolls at home. My dad saw and he said it was girly and I should not be doing it.

One time I used some apples to make a man. The apple was peeled and dried. They got all wrinkly. Tooth picks were used to put one apple on top of another.

If I wear the wreath and do the chant I will become invisible for a time.

I had a coin collection. I started a stamp collection but gave up because it was boreing.

I had a small dirt bike.
Rob had one and I drove it.

Once I had a put frog.

My mom made carmel apples once.

I took piano lession at a time.

I hid behind the curtins when I was small. It was a joke.

Anci's favorite food is steak. She also like pina colata.

I used to watch captin kangaroo.

I liked the movie beatle juice.

Someone on my dads side of the family was a really good skier.

My dad and his brother made shlivo by hand. Then there would be a celevration after. My dads mom would no like when everyone would get drunk. My dads dad would drink a lot.

My dads mom would make tomato soup from fresh tomatos.

My dad used to help his dad rake. A rake with three teeth. It was real work. Not for fun.

My dads dad used to smoke.

My dads parent had olive trees around the house.

There is a slovenian desert made with squash.

My dad made a dining room table.
I remember him refinishing it.

My dad handed me a christmas gift once. It had red wrapping paper. It was a phone.

My dad used to wear ties often.

When I was younger I got a tie clip as a gift.

I used to have blocks made out of sponge.

I liked the carrot baby food. Also peas.
My mom made cloth dipers for me. I liked the cloth dipers better than the store kind.

I really liked sesime street. I had a shirt with cookie monser or something.

I had a suffed snake curled up.

I has a sippy cup.

I had a blanket I carried ariund with me.

I demanded to use certain cutlery.

I had a furry chair. It was blue.

I had a big toy race car track.

I was facinated by the alphabet.

In my school I was given a ballon as a birthday gift.
Yes, by the teacher.

Once at school there was an experiment I was doing that overflowed. It bubled everywhere.

Once my dad wore cologn and the kids said they don't like it.

(Before) my dad painted a mustach after he shaved and we laughed at him. He was probably doing it as a joke.

One time I was skipping outside and my dad came and asked to use it but I didn't want to let him use it.

Once I wanted to turn on a fire hydrent. I was trying to unscrew something.

I liked big macs

I liked brownies growing up. I was crazy about them. It was one of my favorite things.

I took tennis lessons at one time.

I took soccer and swimming sessions.

I had a remote control plain once.

Did I ride horses in slovenia?
No, my dad did talk about us riding horses before the trip.

Lisa saw a bike with a big wheel.
Yes, we put a wheel from a ten speed on a bmx.

One there was a huge pile of leaves. We jumped in them from a tree.

Once we got hand knit sweaters.

I liked flanel pajamas.


We now took the picture of where I was sitting on the couch. Three orbs were in the picture. Lisa said since I was wearing the wreath and we were talking about leprecuans we drew the spirits to us.


I liked pop tarts.

I went snow shoeing

I started skiing at a really young age.

Once my mom decoraded the house with a bunch of roses. There were roses everywhere.

I liked grilled cheese

I liked mushrooms.

I liked creamed cheese **

I liked the coco pufs cereal
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Someone searching for thrills.
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If that's what you pick up, that's what you get.
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More things Lisa said that day.

Roman liked pudding

I liked the curly macaroni.

I liked sheep.

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Lisa went to the last psychic class last night. On the way home and before bed she told me a bunch of things. Here is what I remember. Lisa did say Vida from my dad's side was trying to pass a message. She also said my spirit guide loves sweets as much as me.

Lisa said I should not blow my nose to hard or else it will bleed.

She asked me if I had a candy today.
Yes, a Wine Gum at work.

One on my favorite toys when I was younger was a white and black transformer.
Yes, it was Jetfire. Teta Mima gave it to me for Christmas.
Lisa said I had 4 transformers I likes to play with.

Another toy I liked were small transformer robots.
Yes, they were go-bots. Not as good as transformers but I had a few.

One of my favorite candies was Smarties.
Yes, I remember going asking for them after mom went to the bank. She said no.

Peppermint patties.
I wanted these but could not find them.

Hot tomolies
I told her about Rosie at the bowling ally getting Mike and Ikes

Lisa had a vision of my mom making pasta, lots of it.
Yes, my mom got a noodle press and she made so many noodles for soup. The table was covered with sheets of dough.

My dad took me and roman to see a movie once. At first she said it was superman but then she said it was star wars.
I don't fully remember. I will need to confirm.

Something my dad liked to do is take us to fly a kite. Lisa said give him a kite and he will smile.
I don't remember him taking us to fly a kite when I was older, but I vaguely remember holding a kite string when I was really small and him being concerned that I would let it go.

Lisa said my dad liked peanut brittle. I said I don't remember. She thinks it may have had almonds.

Mc cain cake, deep and delicious

I had a fruit on my first slovenia trip that I never had before and I really liked it.
Yes, it was a big sweet juicy plum with orange flesh. Not the sour yellow plums.

That trip my dad was annoyed because I did not bring enough cloths. 1 shirt, 2 underwear, 1 shorts.
Yes, I packed myself and I did not know that I had to bring a lot.

My favorite cereal was Captain Crunch. I also liked Count Chocula.

I liked Shredied. But really soggy. Once I tried to make chocolate milk Shredies.
Yes. I put shredied in a bowl, added milk, then added chocolate mix. I should have made the chocolate milk before I added the cereal.

Lemon meringue pie. When I had it the first time it ended my chocolate phase.

My pet turtle misses me.

Once my mom made me a food that was heart shaped.
Yes, it was probably a pancake.

The caramel cubes
At Halloween and at the convenience store.

Tootsi rolls.
I used to eat them at Halloween. A had a phase for a few weeks where I ate them.

I would cry when my mom made beans.
Potato and bean soup.

I did not like when my mom would make eggs.
I did not like scrambled eggs for dinner.

I liked peanut butter but with nothing else on.
Also grape jam on buttered white toast.

My grandma made cookies that were cut out in shapes that I liked.
I don't remember this.

My grandma made a jelly roll that I did not like.
it has a swirl of cream and jam filling. I do like the grocery store kind better. It is sweeter.

When I got a box of raisins in my lunch I threw them in the garbage.
Yes, but when I was in kindergarten I liked rains in my lunch.

I used to throw the fruit in the garbage that my mom put in my lunch. It went on for a long time because I did not tell her.

Rollos

Twix. I did not like sharing it with Roman.

Playing with the cream in a Twinki.

I never really liked cherries.
I liked eating fresh cherries in my grandparents backyard but I never liked the canned cherries.

Lisa said I did not like the monichino cherries.
Yes, I wanted them for a sunday recipe but when I got them they did not taste too good.

One of Romans favorite food was a banana split.
Yes, I remember him asking for it. I did not like the banana.

Roman liked liquorice. Squares. Pink
Yes, he would eat the kind they sell at the dutch store.

Me and Roman liked whipped cream from a can. Once I sprayed it over roman and my mom got mad.
Yes, that may have been the last time that she bought it.

Once my mom served creps with red berries in them. That's when my pancake phase ended because I liked them so much.
I did like them. I picked out the cherries and kept the cherry sauce.

I saw a leprrechaun showed itself to me when I was younger. If I find bits of candy around the house that how I know they were there. Lisa said they don't eat the candy but move it around.

I have a connection with aliens. The visited me when I was like 4. That's why I am interested in them. If I want I can call on them. I should do research to learn more.

Lili liked to sing. Not a full song but she was always bouncing around and full of energy.

Krofe (plain donuts)

Kool aid. Lime flavor.
I liked green.

Someone liked cherry tomatos
Lili

Someone in the house liked mc cain french fries
Roman

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