When in doubt dance to the music.
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2008-04-23
I had a disturbing dream. I was in a house with a bunch of people. There was garbage on the floor. People were entering and leaving the house. Maybe a party was winding down. I'm almost sweeping up the floor. Gathering all the trash in a pile. Someone opens a door and steps out. I wonder if I should push the door closed behind them. It closes on it's own.
Someone asks me if I believe in aliens. I say yes and start talking about them. They say something like what about the fact the bible has a negative connotation of aliens? At this point I get a fearful energy rush and I begin to wake up. As I wake up I try to respond that if I did have communication with aliens I would like to ask them questions and learn from them. At this point I am awake and I knew I had a bad dream. I look around the room to see if and aliens are around me, lurking in the dark. I know the negative connotation of aliens involves stories that they abduct people and perform test without permission.
It's 3:30. I wake up completely and write this.
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2008-04-22
Between Mae and You
Tony
9:55am Mar 24th
Did someone find your Blackberry and camera? I'm glad you didn't loose them. Paying a three year contact for a phone you do not have would suck.
Mae
12:14pm Mar 24th
yeah - some people found then now all i have to do is arrange to pick them up! hope things are well with you ...
Tony
2:54pm Mar 24th
Hi Mae,
Things are well with me. The biggest recent change is that the girl I was with recently moved to BC. She got a job at a cool resort. Other than that my sister had a baby last week. Here is something you may find interesting; I have been going to Buddhist classes for the past year.
How are things with you? For some reason I though you had a boyfriend but your profile says you are single. How can a pretty girl like you be single?
Mae
5:51pm Mar 24th
stanger things have happened - but yes, facebook doesn't lie (or at least to your face)
sucks that your girl moved away - are you going to do long-distance? will you move out there?
cool that you're an uncle! kids are cute (that's my biological clock talking)
buddhist classes eh? i could see you being very zen - how's that working out? any words of wisdom? any glimpses of nirvana?
Tony
4:53pm Mar 25th
Hi Mae, it's nice to hear from you.
I was looking to get out of the relationship with my previous girlfriend for some time. It's a long story but she needed support and I did not feel comfortable abandoning her. She finally got to a place where she could take care of herself. Her moving to BC was a nice way to wrap things up.
A couple years ago I made a decision to focus on the positive. Many sources recommended meditation as something positive. I looked around and found a Buddhist class near me that offered guided meditations. As I continued going to classes it became clear fault could not easily be found in their teachings. I do a meditation every morning on the train ride to work and it has had a subtle but noticeable affect on my perception of things.
How are things with you? I don't think I have talked to you since high school. Did you study to become a doctor? I remember you were near genius. What are you doing these days?
Would you like to get together some time? It would be fun to see your shining eyes and glowing smile again. Maybe we could get dinner or something. I remember once we went to lunch with Rex and Gail at Meadowvale Town Center. It might have been at the Yellow Pumpkin. I was devouring a piece of pie and then I said something like it did not taste very good, and then you started laughing. Good times.
Let me know if you have a free evening soon.
Mae
11:21pm Mar 26th
hi tony - forgive my lack of capitalization it's just more efficient this way
yeah - looking for a convenient out of a relationship is never easy but it seems as though this move to BC came just in time. at least you end up on good terms and can still talk to each other ... how long were you going out with her?
it's good to hear from you too - i"m impressed with your decision to focus on the positive. a lot of people talk the talk but very few walk the walk ... i tried meditation but just keep falling asleep - also a good outcome but i would like to thing of myself as someone who would be able to get in touch with their spiritual side and turn their thoughts inward ... maybe i just need to practice more (difficult b/c i have a short attention span and can be inpatient at times)
do you consider yourself a buddist now? i see from your profile pic that you've adopted their hairstyle at least;) i could see how you would gravitate towards their teachings - you're the strong silent type, put a robe on you and stick you in a tibet protest march
I think we've run into each other once or twice since high school - you were doing this piano teaching thing on cd with dominic ... speaking of old times, remember when we went to that club with him and you and maybe someone else and they played alternative music, or the time on 9th line where we drove by steve and he just crashed his car cuz he was racing - jokes!
well - i did end up finishing med school and am a general surgery resident at u of t ... but i thought i needed another degree so i'm doing a masters in molecular and cellular biology just for fun;)
Dinner sounds wonderful - it might be a bit of a trek for you to come downtown but the selection is much better. How about Sat eve?
Mae
Tony
12:57pm Mar 27th
Yay!, I get to see you again. I have a big smile on my face. Saturday evening is good. Let me call you can we can arrange the details. If you want to call me my number is 647-xxx-xxxx.
I'll talk to you soon.
2008-04-21
Someone who is truthful.
Someone who is smart and can appreciate my intelligence.
Someone who I am attracted to physically. Someone who makes me feel butterflies in the stomach when I see them.
Someone who I will be proud to call my partner.
Someone I would like to show off to my friends.
Someone who knows reality is much greater than we are lead believe.
Someone who has compassion and is forgiving. To both myself and others.
Someone who has a curious fascination with things.
Somone who enjoys time in nature.
Someone who knows they can do it.
Someone who is satisfied with themself.
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Someone who tries to maintain health in mind, body and spirit.
Someone who develops an nurture long term relationships with family and friends.
Someone who is not afraid to re-evaluate their life and make changes for the better.
Someone who enjoys making their partner feel special.
Someone who feels free to express their love.
Someone who has the confidence to ask for what they want.
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----- Original Message -----
From: Mae Cantos <maecantos@gmail.com>
To: Tony P
Sent: Mon Apr 21 08:57:51 2008
Subject: Re:
other things to add:
Has to be a good kisser! Passion in love = passion for life.
Need to have intelligent conversations as well as silly ones.
Not afraid to laugh out loud.
Smiles with their eyes.
Is genuine in their words and actions.
May not always agree with you but will support you in your decision.
Not afraid to try new things at least twice.
Makes what's important to you important to them.
Will challenge you to be a better person.
Thinks that your better than you think you are and strives to show you this.
Not afraid to look you in the eyes, hold your hand, maintain contact.
... that's it for now, man this list is gonna be awesome!!!
mmmmmae
On 4/15/08, Tony P <airstep@mail2web.net> wrote:
Tony and Mae's List
Someone who was raised by a loving family
Someone who would be a good mother to my children.
Someone who could support me if required.
Someone who I feel attracted to after the sexual desire has faded
Someone who works hard, either at a job or around the house.
Someone with a sense of humor or appreciates my sense of humor.
Someone who takes care of them self physically. Pride in appearance.
Someone who likes eating and drinking as much as me.
Someone who loves to dance regardless of the music or how they look.
Someone who will help strangers.
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PGY3 General Surgery Resident
MSc Candidate - Institute of Medical Science
University of Toronto
2008-04-15
Tony and Mae's List
Someone who was raised by a loving family
Someone who would be a good mother to my children.
Someone who could support me if required.
Someone who I feel attracted to after the sexual desire has faded
Someone who works hard, either at a job or around the house.
Someone with a sense of humor or appreciates my sense of humor.
Someone who takes care of them self physically. Pride in appearance.
Someone who likes eating and drinking as much as me.
Someone who loves to dance regardless of the music or how they look.
Someone who will help strangers.
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2008-04-09
Someone who was raised by a loving family
Someone who would be a good mother to my children.
Someone who could support me if required.
Someone who I feel attracted to after the sexual desire has faded
Someone who works hard, either at a job or around the house.
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