2006-08-31

If the purpose of our lives is to learn lessons what does that mean about the choices I make?

What lessons am I learning based on my actions and thoughts?

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Look up the definition of disturbed

My relationship with Lisa is disturbed

Lisa has an unhealthy amount of avoidance

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2006-08-30

I have a good way to retire

Go around the world and we see some shit. Then when we retire we shovel the shit while we talk about the shit we saw

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2006-08-29

Could it be possible to map out why the catholic religion evolved the way it did by tracing major decisions faced by the church and examining the options that were not chosen?

There must be some underlying structure which is not related to love of god and love of neighbor.


If the jesus story existed before jesus, what is different in this iteration of it.


What is the first recorded idea of hell?  It must have existed before the jewish religion. How is the jewish hell different that other hells?  Did the jewish religion always describe a judgmental god that punishes if his wishes are not obeyed?

Is it a coincidence that hitler chose to conden the jews and burn them in fire just as the jewish god condemns man to burn in hell?  What did hitler believe in jesus?



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Look for an experiment that shows people do not see things that exist when they believe those things cannot exist

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2006-08-25

Spotus Origina (middle ages)

There is no hell. Sinners go to heaven too. But they hate it.

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2006-08-24

The US does not care if it is very successful in it's conquests over seas. As long as it's base is stable at home it has a guarantee of power.  The wars around the world are just a ego trip.

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2006-08-23

95% of all deaths in hospitals happen between 2 and 3 in the morning?

Imperial college of medicine

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2006-08-21

You can't learn how to swim in a wading pool

If you stop struggling when you find yourself in the ocean you will find that you float

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If the US government is bankrupt and the system collapses then who benefits? Probably the richest people right now. They will be as kings in the country. They already have a strong influence over policy and law. All laws and freedom will be abolished if the government collapses.

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Meditation is a better way to achieve the states induced by mushrooms. The problem is it takes years of disciplined practice to become good enough to achieve the state through meditation. Mushrooms are instant and consistent. The problem with mushrooms it is like throwing some one who does not know how to swim into the ocean. They may become terrified that they may drown. With meditation you build up to that level and you know how to handle yourself.  The problem with meditation is that our society it not conducive to the practice of meditation. Our life is so busy and full that we have no time to slow down and quiet the mind. Isn't it funny that mushrooms are illegal and meditation is not encouraged?

One of the reasons mushrooms are illegal and are discouraged is because people like a smooth surface to there reality.  The experiences of mushrooms cause ripples in the surface. People need to start questioning what is and that is not good for the people who are expected to answer the questions. The government, the church, the teachers, the parents ... all the traditions sources for our answers. They do not know what this is nor do they care to suggest an answer. Maybe their reality is not correct and they have too much ego to admit they are wrong and incomplete.

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2006-08-18

Look for the lyrics to ode to joy

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2006-08-17

Jesus died for our sins

Did Jesus's death negate and nullify our sins?

Our sins continue to exists. We create new sins all the time. But when we examine the story of Jesus it gives us pause.  We reflect on sin and hopefully choose not to sin.  It's clear that Jesus should not have been crucified. He was the one trying to bring love to the world. Many people sinned to get Jesus to that state. Maybe when we examine the story we see the process could have been stopped many times but sin let it happen. Maybe we are faced with the opportunities in our life to stop something bad from happening if we choose not to sin.

Jesus died for our sins?  I'm still not sure what this means.

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Jesus died for our sins

Jesus died so we can continue to sin? 

Jesus died so our sins would be more visable when contrasted against his death.

Jesus died for our sins - Jesus died to give us our sins

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2006-08-16

Plant a cactus seed in a small plastic container. Use a florecent light on it

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Read about how often to wax a car

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2006-08-15

Get the book alice in wonderland

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Research positronium

The idea what positron and electron orbit each other before the disapear

The matter never existed

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2006-08-10

The story of The Matrix 1 is
Continue the dream

Alice in Wonderland is falling down the rabit hole
Maybe like tripping on drugs

In the Matrix Morphous is God

Neo takes a pill to find out what the Matrix is
The pill is drugs

Neo ends up in a place that is completely alien

Neo then spends some time where things slowly become more familiar
Like comming down from a trip

An idot and a genius may get similar treatment from people

Drugs are illigal because it's hard work keeoing us on this stable level. The drugs create ripples in the water. They would prefer the water to be still and smooth

Meditation is a method to get to a clear state of mind

God spends time getting him to question his reality
God shows Neo a glimps of a higher reality

It's going to be just as hard to do something in the future as it is to do now
You do things now to solve problems from happening  in the future

The idea that in the Matrix humans are grown for energy is a joke

When Neo pukes his trip ends. He knows the truth

Morphius tells him there is a Jesus figure that can change the Matrix

The people in the street are black and white

The guy that sells out Neo is the Judas

The oracle is the one that gives their interpretaion of things

When neo gets back to reality he knows so much more

Love is supposed to go in the heart

Any of us can be the one just by saying it

Find out if the oracle in part 2 is the same woman as in part one

The oracle gives him a cookie to make him feel better
Weed cookie?

Create a reminder to choose good
I should get this reminder once an hour
How can I set this up?

When Smith catches Morphious the Matrix kicks Gods ass

The Juds did what he did because he didn't want to follow Gods will.

It was belief in Neo by Trinity that saved them

Just sent previous email

Neo is different from jesus in that he is violent



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Rename blog "Thoughs for myself"

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A good party should have a meal worth of food. The food should be discuised as ourdervs to people don't feel like they are eating a meal

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When you add one plus one you get two

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My epitaph
I had a wonderful life

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Dream

I visit Steve R. We are on a beach. He tells me how he screwed over his boss. I guess he was unhappy about something. He messed around with the companies computer system. One thing he did was change the email auto responder to give customers a rude message.

While we are walking on the beach I see a police man up ahead. We lay down and hope the offer does not spot us. I can tell he is looking in our direction. Steve does not seem too concerned. I decide to take off. I start running towards the water. Then I run through pine trees. I see two sets of footprints already in the sand. I follow them.

I slow down.  Lisa runs after me. She is telling me how much she likes the mascara I got her.



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2006-08-08

What for?

Ask that question for everything.

What is the purpose?

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2006-08-04

Dream

I was on some type of game show. The host walked around with income tax summary forms. The guy beside me took one and I went closer to the host. He passed me one. The form stated that the person made over 300 000 a year. I guess the point of the game was to get the audience guess what your ocupation was. The first thing that came to mind was artist. As I was thinking the guy beside me got up and started doing some gay ballarina dance.  Next thing I thought about was defence contractor. I make widgets that go in guided missles.  I made a fourtune out of killing tens of thousands of people  then I was thinking a defence contractor would make more then 300Gs. Maybe I am a small bussiness owner that makes widgets for missles. Maybe I have a big company buy I got lawers and accountants to hide the money.

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2006-08-02

No one is sure of anything

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Dream

On on vacation at a lake.  I'm going canoing with three other guys.  I do now know who thae are.  Before we go in I see something under the water.  By the shadows it looks like a baby bear.  It does not come to the surface.  It is moving under the water.  I have an idea where I am going to slide the canoe down a hill and when it gets near the surface I'm going to jump in.  One of the other guys tries it but when he gets in the water his canoe tips over and he falls in.  I try it and I make it. When in the water I notice a bunch of people are holding the baby bear. I come closer to inspect. It is small and seems passive. 

I get out of the lake and I'm on a beach. The beach is on the ocean. There are big waves on it. I wonder if I should try canoeing in the ocean. The waves are large but if hit them at the right angle I should be fine. My mom makes me think I shouldn't. I see many people doing activities in the ocean. A woman on a seedoo pulls up to the shore towing an inner tube.

The next part I am in a cottage. There is a small child dancing and running around. I think how the kid has a lot of energy and it would be a lot of work to take care of.

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2006-08-01

Ask shoutcast to put a spotlight on my mce solution

What is in it for them?
More users?
Better recognition?
Get people to think about the technology more and to enjoy the broadcast
This system helps people use existing technology to make them happy


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The reason life does not come with a rulebook is because there are no rules

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