The Everything

The ejaculation that you dream about.  Everything is perfect.  You are high.  Your favorite music is playing.  The sexiest thoughts you can imagine is happening in front of your eyes.  This is what it is like to have a communion like god.

 

This thought while taking nitrous, watching swank, listening to goa.

 

The ejaculation while everything is perfect.  God.

 

The thinking you took too long and missed it.  The worry that you thought too much.

 

The thinking that you will not be able to make it.  The thinking that it will happen before you are ready.

 

The knowing that you are pretty close.  You will probably make it but may be a bit early.  The thinking that you will be pretty close.

 

The knowing you will be right on time.  There was nothing you could do to miss this moment.  It was bound to happen and there was no way you could avoid it even if you wanted to. 

 

The absolute perfection when it happens at the exact right moment.  When the stars align.  The escape into another world.  Pure and wonderful.  Unimaginable bliss.  Everything is as it was meant to be.